SEPTEMBER 12,
2003: After 8 years of working as an engineer for a telephone
company in New York City, Janet Hahn knew she needed to do something
different. “Corporate America was just not what I was looking
for,” said Hahn, a tall, loquacious visionary and parent of
five young children. “I was doing all the things I was supposed
to do but there was a real empty feeling and I knew something was
missing.”
When Hahn’s mother contracted uterine and colon cancer in
1991, Hahn decided to return to her home state of Ohio for a few
months to take care of her mother – a decision that would
prove to change the course of her life.
It was while searching for ways to improve her mother’s
health that Hahn became interested in organic products. “The
food issue came up rather quickly and I started reading about and
learning more about our food supply,” she said. “And
I guess I was just really shocked to learn how animals were raised
and all the chemicals and stuff that were used on the crops.”
Hahn found several local farms where she could purchase food for
her mother and put her on a strict diet of whole, organic foods.
Hahn also became the volunteer “carrot forewoman” on
Silver Creek Organic Farm, in Hiram, and found that this new occupation
was fulfilling. “That was the big turning point,” she
said. “I really enjoyed it and decided this was what I wanted
to do.”
After officially retiring from her job, Hahn and her father purchased
the 55-acre farm outside of Garrettsville, Ohio, where she lives
today. The land consists of 30 acres of tillable fields, a creek,
and hundreds of tall maple trees. “I just knew when I came
on the farm and walked the land... I could just feel that this is
where I needed to be,” she said. She named her land “Sweetbriar
Farm.”
Hahn was 29 when she moved to the farm and now realizes that her
agricultural aspirations may have seemed a little farfetched to
neighbors. “The whole community must have been shaking their
heads – this young gal’s coming by herself...”
Luckily, she found help from Bill and Roy Hahn, two brothers who
had managed the dairy farm across the street organically for 30
years. Janet, who eventually married Roy, would walk across the
road every morning and glean what knowledge she could from the two
brothers while they were milking. They helped her with projects
such as loading hogs into the pick-up truck and the construction
of a green house.
Moreover, because Bill and Roy had been renting the land that she
bought, her soil was in top shape. “Where most people who
want to grow organically purchase a farm and spend three years before
they can certify it, and spend a lot longer just trying to get soil
health back, I walked into a gold mine,” Hahn said. When she
read the numbers off a soil analysis to an expert over the phone,
he laughed and told her they basically meant that she didn’t
need him.
Hahn began raising a variety of garden vegetables to sell to wholesale
markets but soon found that selling them was more difficult. Organic
markets weren’t moving much quantity and she had to compete
with low-priced vegetables from California or flooded markets. “We’ve
sold our society on the idea of cheap food,” she lamented.
Unable to pay the bills wholesaling, Hahn began a Community Supported
Agriculture program in 1994. After a couple years, a shortage of
labor prompted her to begin selling only “working shares,”
which meant customers had to agree to work on the farm a certain
number of hours. “Those were the best years of our lives,”
Hahn said. “The appreciation level changed dramatically when
they had to come out and work.”
Hahn also valued the organic family that developed through the
CSA. “This was a wonderful way for us to build community and
connect with people of like mind. And we learned so much from each
other.” Customers learned what it took to produce food and
traded home remedies, experiences, and recipes in the fields.
Unfortunately, Hahn, who by then had four young children, was unable
to get enough working shares to make it worth her time and energy.
“Everything looked great on the outside,” she said.
“But on the inside we weren’t making enough money and
it was stressful on our family.” Hahn finally ceased running
the CSA two years ago and calls that decision one of the hardest
things she’s ever had to do. She still gets Christmas cards
from former members and hopes to launch it again when her kids are
older.
Hahn now runs an organic market, which is located on her farm
and is open twice a week. This market began as a drop point for
local growers and has grown into a store that stocks items such
as organic beef, lamb, pork, and chicken, medicinal herbs, homemade
salves, garden vegetables, and maple syrup. Hahn’s family
produces many of these items, such as the hand-collected maple syrup,
which amounted to over 200 gallons last year.
Hahn has also begun to sell homemade soap, an item that she makes
largely from the milk of her small herd of Nubian, La Mancha, and
Saanen goats. “Milk has been used for health and beauty for
years because it’s packed with nutrients.” Hahn said.
“There’s nothing nicer than a goat milk bath. But most
of us today are not going to sit in a goat milk bath so I said ‘what
better than to have it in soap.’”
After tinkering with the recipe, Hahn has been able to make bars
of soap that include goats milk and vegetable oils in equal amounts.
She sells many different varieties. “Helping Hands”
includes essential oils of tea tree, peppermint, eucalyptus and
clove, and is recommended for healing. “Baby Baby” is
an unscented bar with extra cream for delicate skin. “Almond
Scrub” is for dry skin, and “Vanilla Almond” includes
oatmeal and is recommended for oily skin. Hahn speculates that her
goats milk makes such good soap because her goats have access to
ample organic pasture, wild plants, organic hay, natural mineral
supplements, and fresh grain and water.
Hahn explained that the hardest part is getting people to try
the soap, but that once they do, they’re hooked. The majority
of her steady customers now use it and Hahn has a friend who has
sold quite a bit at a nearby market. She is working with another
woman who is helping her with marketing to different parts of the
country. Hahn hopes that the soap, which doesn’t need refrigeration
and can be made year-round, will give them the money they need to
continue. “It would justify us being here. It would justify
the goats,” she said. “I am still determined that we
will make the farm pay for itself.”
If they can get the farm to be sustainable financially, Hahn would
like to have more time to spend teaching, which she has done much
of already. “I have never felt like I owned this place,”
she said. “I’m just the caretaker. The farm was always
to be open – to anyone and everyone.” Hahn has recently
taught soap making classes and a maple candy making class for a
Waldorf school. She also has given tours for co-ops and this year
hosted a farm city tour in which 2000 people came through the farm
in 3 hours. Hahn hopes that in the future, with more help from her
children, she will be able to focus on hosting classes on all the
wonderful things that people can do in their own back yard.
Hahn continues to be extremely dedicated to living what she sees
is an “organic lifestyle.” All of her children, who
range in age from 2 months to eight years, were born at home and
none have been immunized. This past year she home-schooled her children
largely because she didn’t like the consumer culture they
were being introduced to at school.
Additionally, Hahn strives to keep whole, organic, locally bought
food in her cupboards and buys only toilet paper from the grocery
store. She wishes that other organic farmers would do the same,
noting that some organic farmers grow organic food but go to McDonalds
for lunch. She explained that the word “organic” has
become a legal terminology rather than a way of life that includes
whole foods and small farms. “We’re at the point of
having organic Twinkies,” she said.
Though Hahn is still struggling to earn a living by farming, she
is grateful for all that she has. “I feel very blessed that
I’m able to be here,” she said. “And although
we’ve struggled some from the financial standpoint, I’ve
got wealth beyond belief.” Hahn points to the beauty of the
farm, the clean water they enjoy from their spring-fed creek, and
the fact that they know where their food comes from.
Perhaps the most precious blessing is that Hahn’s mother,
who now eats only whole, organic foods, is in great health. “I
think cancer is an opportunity to reevaluate,” Hahn said.
“Where some people look at it as a real negative, I think
it’s been a positive in our family. Because it’s forced
us to look at who we were, what was important to us, and to say
‘alright we need to make changes.’”
The changes Hahn has made have enriched her and her family’s
life and she hopes to continue to be able to live out her ideals.
“If we had all the money in the world, we’d still live
on this farm,” she said. “Hopefully we’ll make
it all work. I think we’re supposed to be here – that
I haven’t given up on.” 
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